eeeeerrrrhhhrm. Hello friends. It’s been a while. This is a post I should have written about 3 and 1/2 months ago, but I only just thought of it. I’m taking a hiatus from the blog beginning in July. I hope to resume blogging soon, but I hesitate to set a date for my return.

The reason for my blogging break is that nearly all of my creative energy is being spent on creating a human being. Thats right, I’m pregnant! I don’t think of creating life as a departure from my other artistic endeavors, in fact it’s more of a magnum opus (that will eventually have a lot of other magnum opus siblings). More and more in the recent years I’ve tried to work out the relation between artistic creation and proliferation in my art. Without saying too much (and thereby inhibiting my work from speaking for itself), I’ll posit that the link has to do with the desire to imitate.

I’ve been doing a bit of painting since the morning sickness subsided, but have decided to give it up until the baby’s born because of the potential harm it could cause the developing fetus and GOOD LORD the smell that I used to love makes me so sick. In the mean time, I’ve been drawing.

Before a sign off, I want to make clear that I appreciate the difference between people and objects (another theme I think about when I paint). The baby that will hopefully be making it’s way into the world this spring will have his or her own will (so craaazy).

Thanks everyone for your support and patience!

Mary

I’m a huge fan of getting information through listening. I do it all day at work and while I paint. Its a bit of a challenge to listen to podcasts about art since you can’t see what they are talking about, but it does challenge you to look things up. Lately I’ve been listening to two (pretty much opposite) art podcasts:

Bad at Sports: The rough production quality makes it hard to get into, but the Chicago based podcast gives exposure to the current art scene (it isn’t exclusive to Chicago). This is great for the person who is interested in the contemporary art world but doesn’t know where to start. Listen at: http://www.badatsports.com

Suggested Donation: This is a podcast for people interested in Classical Art Revival. The conversational recordings are delightful to listen to. Hosted by NYC based artists Tony Curanaj and Edward Minoff, this podcast highlights working classical artists and their journey to making taboo art. Listen at: http://www.suggesteddonationpodcast.com

Are there any art podcasts or broadcasts that you listen to? Do share!

My Grammy gave me money to buy an antique. After months of careful deliberation I decided to get a carved wood love-seat. I suppose they are a little out of style these days (boo mid-century modern, you’re a trend too). I found one for the right price on Apartment Therapy Classifieds (go to there). It had a lovely all-be-it faded brocade and a pretty floppy down seat that didn’t really fit with my apartment. I was trying to bring some class to the place, but not THAT much class.

original couch

So I decided to reupholster the thing with canvas, cause you know I’m a painter (and we love self-referential stuff). So, I’m a handy girl and stretching canvas is something I’m pretty familiar with. Ok, reupholstering is more work then I thought, but it wasn’t a disaster. See picture.

white couch

Beautiful right? Why didn’t I just stop there? Because I have this terrible impulse to put paint on canvas and be “artsy” (I also have this fear of color that I’ve been fighting the past 2 years by forcing myself to get really colorful things). So then I was all, “what if I did this cool water color look.” Great idea right? I like to think it would have been had I not bought all the supplies for that and then decided to do something more painterly (i.e. thicker paint and visible brush strokes). So armed with some fabric medium, acrylic paint, a Japanese ink brush, and 5 different conflicting game plans I endeavored to tastefully paint this couch. See picture. Should I back up here and say its really not that bad an idea to paint a couch as long as you heavily dilute the paint and sand afterwards? Sanding is key to having a soft couch that and not using house paint like a freak.

bad couch

So from the minute I put that paint to couch I was on disaster control. And like a little kid who cut their own hair I just kept going and going. Finally the entire couch was covered in this hokey cerulean color. I was horrified, but still unwilling to throw in the towel and re-re-upholster.

I gave it more thought and decided to use this blue as a background to a pattern alla early Piet Mondrian.

This is the finished product. Its still not my favorite color and I still wish I had kept it white, but it’s no longer an eyesore. I guess it has an anthro vibe (I know, where is the inexplicable teapot built into the leg of the couch)

finished couch

Last weekend my husband and I took a train to Miwaukee to visit our friend. I drew this picture on the train of the view out my window. When I got to Milwaukee our friend made a comment about how ugly the ride is. It surprised me because I thought it was quite nice. I mean, yeah, Wisconsin is no Willamette Valley, but it is what it is and we can either dismiss it or try to see the beauty in it. I'll be honest, I haven't always had such a zen attitude towards the midwestern landscape. It was probably about a year ago that I began to see it with new eyes. Two things influenced this change. The artist Berger Sandzén's block prints and Terrance Malick's movie "To the Wonder." I encourage all to take a look at them and see if you understand why (rather than explain it, I'd like to let the art speak for itself). As always, please give feedback! If you check our Sandzén and Malick and do not have to the same change come over you, I'd like to know.

I've not posted in about a month for so many reasons. The main one being I haven't been painting every weekend. I've gotten discouraged with my current paintings because of the little progress. I've been working on them for 5 months and I haven't even finished the underpainting!! Part of me wants to give up painting all together, since I can't seem to devote enough time to it. Whats been keeping me from doing this are two quotes: "A thing worth doing is worth doing badly" - G.K. Chesterton (This can be applied to my whole life!) and an excerpt from WB Yeat's poem Adam's Curse: "‘It’s certain there is no fine thing / Since Adam’s fall but needs much labouring." And of course Joseph's support can't be undervalued. I've also been avoiding posting because I didn't want to be too whiny. It'd be really easy for me to post a picture title "Here is my art-I don't like it-but I want you to." Its not that I hate it, its just that I want it to be done and don't have to time to finish it in a reasonable amount of time (i.e. before I get sick of it). I'm thinking about taking a break from painting and beginning a new project. That would be good, yes? It would be good to get some distance? Or am I just giving into that personality trait that likes starting new projects but never finishes them? Hmm, I should write a post about endings (and how I don't like them). Frank Kermode anyone?

To kick off the new addition to the blog, I asked my older brother to share his art. Peter lives in Texas where he teaches art and English literature to children.

Why do you paint?

PB: “Why do I paint?  Why do birds sing?  I paint because I must.” These were the words of my great grandfather Albert Bloch to my grandfather Walter Bloch, when as a boy he climbed into his fathers attic studio in Lawrence Kansas asking his father why he paints.  I took a trip to Kansas when I was in high school to visit my great-grandmother, who still lives in that house; I came to ask the same question of my great-grandfather: why do you paint.  It has since occurred to me that I was asking myself the same question.  Why do I paint?  I paint too because I must.  I paint because it fulfills me.  I want to understand humanity, I want to be in conversation with others, and I want to create beautiful things for their own sake.

Describe your style and subject:

PB: My chosen style is best described as representational.  This style is one of the most powerful and beautiful ways to communicate the human condition in a work of art.  Much of the artwork from our western artistic heritage celebrates this fact.  I paint in the realist style because I desire to have a more intense encounter with the world around me; I want to see better what truly exists.  Josef Pieper says that “to see things is the first step toward that primordial and basic mental grasping of reality, which constitutes the essence of man as a spiritual being” (Only the Lover Sings “Learning How to See Again”).

Portraiture is a radical encounter with the other—the person you are depicting.  You learn much about that person, that particular person, by looking closely at them.  A real bond is formed between the painter and model in the midst of a portrait.  A good portrait captures a basic likeness, no doubt, but also captures something more, something particularly and universally true about that person.  All of this is filtered through my own vision, which connects and brings me closer to the model.  Wordsworth says in his preface to Lyrical Ballads that poetry is “a man speaking to men.”  I believe that this can also be said of art, and in particular portraiture.

What is your Artistic Project?:

PB: I believe that both poetry and visual art are able to convey powerfully something true, good and beautiful about what it means to be human.  I have an interest in figurative work, and while all of my work at the very least implies narrative, figurative work is the most obviously narrative.  It is my artistic project to combine poetry and visual art.  I want to find the place where word and image intersect.  I seek to create works that are inspired by poems, but also show my own particular vision and understanding of that poem, thereby I enter into the great conversation.

No poet, no artist of any art, has his complete meaning alone.

His significance, his appreciation is the appreciation

of his relation to the dead poets and artists.

You cannot value him alone; you must set him,

for contrast and comparison, among the dead.

I mean this as a principle of æsthetic,

not merely historical, criticism.

The necessity that he shall conform,

that he shall cohere, is not one-sided;

what happens when a new work of art is created

 is something that happens

 simultaneously to all the works of art which preceded it.

—“Tradition and the Individual Talent” T.S. Eliot

Explain your mental and material process. What is your first step and where do you go from there? 

PB: In every drawing or painting I always try to draw from life, as it is a bountiful and mysterious source.  I try first, like a good definition, to fence out what the thing is and slowly narrow it down to what it is. The beginning to a drawing or painting is very important: it is sometimes very violent, sometimes very methodical and slow.  I try first to rough in the basic idea working from larger shapes and lines to smaller and more particular forms.  In the beginning I’ll sketch out a line drawing, then once it’s blocked in and I’ve got all the proportions and placement, I’ll try to reduce it to its basic value structure.  If I’m working with oil paint, I’ll start with a burnt umber or burnt sienna wash (basically 50/50 paint and mineral spirits).  Once I’ve got it all blocked in, I’ll add color on top of the brown underpainting.  Once the values (and basic colors) are blocked in I’ll begin to work in the various nuances of the thing, looking to the smaller shapes and values.  I call this stage “turning form” as I was taught to do by Juliette Aristides, who has had a large influence on my drawing technique.

What material do you use and why? How is the material you use relevant to the subject?

PB: As far as materials go, I try to get high quality materials when possible.  Just as a good guitar player can make a bad guitar sound good, the more important thing is skill and technique.  Nevertheless, the material side is important and it is important to know your materials for a few reasons.  Having high quality materials ennobles me and makes me want to work better and more carefully; it gives me a sense that what I’m doing is precious.  Also, you can do more and control more with higher quality materials.  Finally, the higher quality materials last longer and are far more durable in the long run.  I paint in oils, and I try to buy Gamblin paints because I like them the best.  I also use Winsor & Newton and Grumbacher.  I like Silver Hogs bristle brushes (#2 & #4 filberts are my weapon of choice).  I use Winsor & Newton vine charcoal and Faber-Castell pencils.  I love the combination of graphite and white chalk on Strathmore’s toned charcoal paper.

View more of Peter’s art at his sweet website:

www.peterblochart.com 

 

 

Lily I've made little progress on these, which is why I haven't posted in a few weeks. I'm at the point where I feel like I've been working on them for so long and they're so far from being done. I should keep working on them, but I'm talking a break from painting this weekend. Next weekend perhaps I can look at them with fresh eyes! p.s. Please feel free to comment with words of encouragement or constructive derision---but note that I am already aware that Lily's arm looks like a cudgel and Elizabeth's skin/hair are diebenkornesque in the worst way.

Over the weekend I updated my pages, so check it out!

I’ve put more paint to canvas on this one. It’s not something I’m proud to show since there is a lot to improve on, but I haven’t posted in a while and this is what I have. Enjoy.

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